Spectacularly Stupid

I need to write this down. I need to write this down so I'll remember it. I feel spectacularly stupid right now. But I'm smart, because I realized something. I persevere at a lot of things, I'm driven, determined, and unstoppable. These characteristics do not apply with like/love. I'm a girl, I shouldn't have to be the aggressor. And when I am, because you're to lame to do it, but I really like you, so I do it, I shouldn't have to feel stupid for it. Or maybe I should. Maybe I should feel spectacularly stupid so I'll never do it again. File this one away under L for lessons learned.