WHY???

Why don't I fully like this man? I feel like I know the answer, but the question to that answer is whether it's really him, or whether it's me trying to distance myself from him...

Nope! It's him.

Cute man, could be to die for cute, but his personality is losing him major points. We've only even hung out once, and he's super clingy. Not cool. And I'm not being ungrateful at all, because I've wanted this kind of attention from a cute man, but this is getting ridiculous. You don't even know my last name but you want to help me find a job? I think you should be more concerned about paying for your car insurance. Yes, today he told me he's been stuck in the house all week because his car insurance got cancelled, so he was dying to see me again, but if he did, I would have to drive. Y'all, I swear I'm not one of those too-bourgeois broads who doesn't know how to "have fun without funds" or doesn't mind helping her man sometimes. But this is not what I had in mind. Number one, I really still don't know him from Adam, and him asking me to hang out everyday, all day is not making me move any faster. I happen to have job opportunities on deck, and I'm sorry, but even though you say I'm number one on your priority list (yeah, scary, right?) you're NOT on mine.

Why have you been stuck in the house all week if you have a cousin who lives with you with a car? Listening to your history, you've moved quite a few times since you've moved to this state...I'm not sayin, I'm just sayin, I look for signs like these. Is this brother unstable? Is he looking for me to be a sugar mama? Is that why he's being so needy and annoying? Not working on me bro. YOU DON"T KNOW ME!! I DON"T KNOW YOU!! And we can't get to know each other because the little things that I'm finding out about you make you suspect!! And I'm not looking to support you in any way, form or fashion, but by the same token, I'm not expecting for you to do it for me either. Dutch is fine. And when I say call me after 6:30 and you call me at 10:45 expecting for me to come over or to come take you to Taco Bell, it doesn't exactly inspire romance. Then when I say I thought you were going to call, I made other plans (which is actually spending time with my family which I don't get to do very often anymore) understand that! When I take control cuz you're acting like a little bitch to me, and I say, we're going to the movies tomorrow at 9, and I'll pick *you* up, don't text back and say but I wanna see you now! I just told you now's not a good time!!

And please, understand y'all, I am not this hard on men. Especially reading my previous stuff, you'd think I'd be soooo happy to have this interest, but damn, he's coming on way too strong for me, and he seems suspect, and this is not my hometown, this is strangerland, and he is a stranger. Why do I feel this way? I just told you. And I might be wrong, but I don't think so. I really think it's him. He's got a winning hand, but right now he's playing his cards all wrong.