2011

I really haven't written here in months. Wow. I forgot this blog even existed for a little while, so much has changed and yet, so much has remained exactly the same. So I guess I'll pick up where I left off.

I'm still dealing with the same guy from the last post! Guess he had some staying power, huh? Not too much tho, because we currently aren't speaking, but that's how it always works. You take people for granted until it's too damn late. But he's trying to make me do something, and I'm specifically not doing it because he wants me to, and vice versa, so we've got time to be stupid. I hope.

The things is, I have never felt this way about anybody. Even the guys I've written about here. None of them have been the complete, entire, total package, and he is. But he'll never know because shiiid, I'll never tell em, Lol. Right now my feelings for him surface every day, but I haven't talked to him in 7 days. GO ME! In another few months, I'll probably be writing about another guy, that's the dating game. But right now I hope this one lasts. And I hope I haven't fucked it up, if anything, I hope it's his fault. o_O

Also, I got a twitter. Fun! Everyone on my timeline is going in on #typesex right now, knowing they're lying through their enamel-covered teeth. Damn shame. Now if I go in, I'll be SO wrong. And that makes me want to do it even more. We'll see.

I'm more calm. And I like it. Life still has its ups and downs, I've experienced at least 4 emotional periods today, but that's the beauty of it. Looking back at all I've written though, I feel like I've grown. I sure hope so.