Let Go

And so it is the title of a very good song by Avril Lavigne, and the title of this post. But what else is it? I think 'Let Go' is the theme of the next month for me. There are things that I must let go, so let's take a look.

1. I must let go of all hatred in my heart. Not that I'm harboring 'hatred' per se, but in the past months I have been wronged and disrespected several times by people that I liked and trusted at one point. Now, I'm just disappointed that things turned out the way they did. But all my pent up emotions, I have to LET THEM GO. It's not going to help me at all to have a grudge against anyone, it certainly won't improve my chances of getting into heaven, and keeping stuff in now just makes for a big outburst later. I have to let it go.

2. I have to let go of this stage in my life. It's time to move on. And the more I get fed up with my current situation, the more I'm ready to move on, but then something good will happen and I'll find myslef clinging to a shred of nostalgia instead of moving forward. This chapter is over. The last pages are being written as we speak, so I have to let it go.

3. And finally, but certainly not least, I have to release you. We stole a couple of hours from cupid, from daybreak, and from each other, but what we had is gone, and it's time to let it go. I saw her today, and she's yours. That's all I'll say -- I don't want to slander her in any way, because it's useless. And she has everything she needs, she's got you. So it's time to let you go. I may never understand why, maybe I'm not meant to have an explanation, but I'm meant to let you go.

So, it begins. I have to let these things fly freely. I have to step outside of my comfort zone, leave behind some of my insecurities, release some of my fondest memories to make new ones. I enjoyed these times, but they are the past. And if it's time to let these go, then it's time to grab ahold to something new.

God don't make mistakes, must be something bigger waiting.