Vive La Resistance!

I am trying soooo hard not to send this text message. I still like him, I might be cursed. I will probably run into him this weekend, and I'll do something stupid or crazy like I always do, but that seems to be the nature of our relationship...he challenges me...or at least he did. And he had the nerve to contact me not too long ago, only to leave me excited and confused, and ultimately hurt once I realized I'm just a toy to him. And I don't even know if that's true, but that's sure what it feels like. More to come, but I'm so sleepy, I keep stutter-typing and backspacing, so we'll discuss it more later.

Big ups to Seraph too.