I have an agenda like some people have weed, alcohol, or sex. It’s – I don’t even know the word for it – it stresses me out and keeps me from being stressed at the same time. With an agenda, I can stress about the things on it, which can be accomplished easily and are often trivial or a matter of finding the time to do such things. Without it, I would have to stress about my life, the things that I cannot control, the things that are not easily changed.
I thrive off of being busy, I have to have a plan, a route, a plan b, c, and d. It's like an addiction. I'm running out of things to do. I'm about to start my life, and I'm scared, unsure. I'm going into unmarked territory, and for the first time, I'm apprehensive abut what may be in store. Can you put life on a to-do list?
Guide me, dear Lord.
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LOL. You can't plan out life. You can make it a plan, but ironically, the answer you're looking for is in your final words: "Guide me dear Lord."
How often do we do that? I pray, right? But only when there is a need for me to do, when I'm seeking clarity because I've exhausted all other options. But I always plan, try to make sure I analyze and write out every element of what's intended to be done. We don't always consult God when we write out our plans... so when things don't go according to plan we feel screwed or cheated.
All I can tell you is trust in your Creator. Have a plan, obviously, but don't plan and overplan and overplan to where you don't take risks because they don't fit the plan. I have a feeling your agenda will take more concrete form much sooner than you think.
I promise this is just advice and not me telling you how to live your life. ;)
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